She writes here ,

How i wish to lie down on the rooftop and watch the stars on my best day . IMY ;(

Happy 53th Birthdayy MA LA YSIA AAA . I love you all my heart , there's nothing much more better than you Heeee

Todays ; Heyyy, last day of school bfore cuti cuti MALAYSIAAAA , y'know why ? its MERDEKAA :) i loooovee holidaysss . So, mlm neh i'll be staying up utk countdown like years before this . Huaa i remember that timee . kn nuha ? HAHA ILTIZAM had their iftar here, they brought LOTS and LOTS of FOOOODS . I looove foods HAHA. Sume derang bawak sndri, all we do was sponsor rumah, ice cream and my only caramel HEE Lawak lah derangg neh , comel je bile sume dah besar and banin pndai buat lawak . This type of ILTIZAM i likee Heee . 4 DAYSSS left ! c'monn , i can't wait fr the looooong holiday ! Nak raye, nak balik kmpg, nak jumpe mok , aki , wan Huaaa lame gile tak jumpe ;( , nak jumpe sepupu sepapat, nak duit raye , nak salam salaman . Thats all , Love you LOTS . [25 minit lagi]

| 5 DAYSS left , HOLIDAYYY i'm coming ! |

Yeaa , i do miss her A LOT . I haven't contact her for a month now , swapping stories between two worlds , sharing updates , Huaa imyvm ! I rarely sees you on ym nowadays . What happened ? heyy chels , you said tht you'd come to Malaysiaa , like whenn ? Sokayhh , i'll save up and i 'll make sure we'll see each other again. I miss all your jokes and your bed time storiess . I know its difficult fr us bcause we're worlds apart . butt heyy, i ll never forget you . xxx last nightt was geraaaaaaaate ! kn pizah ? Semalam ade MALAM BADAR which ktrg bedue je pegi . like takpelahh aslkn ade temann and motif utame dtg situ tercapai. ATLASST , jumpe ponn bnde alah yg drg mati matian carik . HAHA bual gelak gossip maki bual gelak gelak gossip . Sry sbb byk interuptions LOL ksian gile kau tggu aku . Dah tu, rmai sgt pminat nk bwt cmne enn GAGA . HAHA ktrg jalan sane sini , shopping , mandi perfume kejapp [VANILLA the bestt aa HAHA *feveret jibah lol ] then penat sgt l...

I'm bored . bored with numbers , bored with words , bored with stupid stories , bored with you . I want to do something , but you 're blocking my way .

Well , something to share . Yesterday in our mdp , ustzh Mawaddah asked us wht do we understand abt IKHTILAT ? then sume ckp aa like the one skolah had told us '' pergaulan antare bnn and bnt and wht so ever =.= '' Then ustzh said tht she doesn't really know the actual meanings are. She was confusedd but then she told us that in the teacher's meeting , our principal said that IKHTILAT is actually some kind of communication or relation between you and someone you have 'feelings' with And we were very suprised , not the suprised where you hate it, but its the suprised suprised , get it ? HAHA But then as i googled and searched the actual meanings , i became more confused than ever ! so , i was thinking that i need to talk to the principal HAHA berangannn . I know some of you might say ' elehh , die ponn buat, nk post kt sini plakk ,' yeahh i admit mmg aku buat ponn but thats not the reason why i chose this topic to post . I chose this because i wa...

Nothing to share, but something fr me to outburst in my blogg . i feel BADDD , and i really really really miss the old times we're close togetherr and tell stories just bfore going to bed . I MISS YOUUU :(

Never Say Never lyrics Listen to this and don't stop in the middle. Listen till the end . Its the BESTT ! the meaning are soo deep , really deep :) coolio gile budhak jaden neh . '' I never had the strength to take it higher, Until I reached the point of no return. '' Yea, before this i took days thinking wht am i supposed to do if something like that came. it feels like a thunder strikes on me . Now, I am ready to face it , and tell the truth . '' And there's just no turning back, When your hearts under attack, Gonna give everything I have, Cause this is my destiny. '' Thank God for sending me that person . But y'know the time hasn't come yet for me to think abt that . i'll save it until time comes . InsyaAllah, thats the best fr me . So, the conclusion is IWBATITITHTT . Pray fr me :)

Latest program , Ihya' ramadhan went out a lil from the track that they've planned . These things happens because Allah wants us to sit and think again then adjust things to make it better . Buang mase jelahh kalau nk crite balek dr awal smpai akhir bcz everyone knows wht had happened . The lessons that i've learnt from this two days ; It is important for us to have the unity as a batch . Kalaulahh takde satu kesatuan yg utuh , everything comes and go like nothing had happened . An example as a senior . Mcm lawak gile kte neh da besa and we are the seniors for the juniors. Juniors akn tgk akak akak + abg abg die , then ikot ape senior buat. tp kalau kte tgk punn bukan bnde baik je drg ikot tp kbyknnye die ikot bnde yg jahat bcz it has the most powerful influence . Kepercayaan org sekeliling . Jumm kte rebut balik kepercayaan yg bru je hilang tuh . Buktikann yg kte bukan ape yg drg sangke , because they can't judge us without knowing the real thing. Sedehh sgt sbb dsbbkn...

Yesterdayy was tremendously funnn ! iftar at kngkar pulai yg sgt sunyi sepi mcm kmpg aku , hee . 1. That morning , we had YPJ class till 2 pm . There's a new studentt tenenggg tenenggg .. Azzahhhhh Ahmadonnn ! welcomee to the clubb, Azzah . Yesterday's ypj was kinda sleepyy dgn bersin tak henti hentii ! aircondd pnye psl la nehh , Huaa . Okayy , then balekkk, sblum tuhh snap snap HAHA :) 2. Ummi dah smpai , thenn off we go to KANGKAR PULAIII ! ~~ 3. ssmpai je amal sambut gembiree XD terus masuk bilek dann mule la mmbbebel gelak tawe sambil tunggu kimah yg belomm hadir . Call call kimah cz mnela tauu die sesat enn then die sampaiiii *atlassssst ~ then smbung gelak mngilaii . 4. Jmpe beghokk and kucingg amal , mcm zoo dah aku tgk . Then ade Qayyim adek sdare amal yg nanges tak henti henti sbb pizah gelak ! berjam jam pulak tuhh , 5. Petang jnjln around kmpung tuhh snap gelak gosip gelak snap gosip gelak then balik ikut shortcut XD It was very tiringg , went back home thenn ...

Esok iftar bersama G O N J E N G , yeahhhh ! byhaaaa, cepat balik jb !! jumm iftarr ngn ktrg :( Heyy heyyy , You Rock You Rule jgn lupe bawak .

Yeaaayy examm da habess tapi tapi akaun paper 1 blomm lg. Huaaa okay bulatbulat je ! tutup mate jelahh kan . Hmm so, paper smlm and todays mcm ape jee , jwb yg termampu je la enn , so drop abt examss . Lets move onn , Listen up, harini aku nk bebel pnjg . Bare with mee Today , sume nk cacat + lampi = Madah la nk gelakkk je ! bulan puase laaa HAHA . Tenggiling la labi labi la komik la heihhh , pecahh perut wehh . Huaa kalau byha ngn amal ade msti lagi mcm apee :( Rindu gile bdk due hekor nehh , amal takpe lg , coz bole je jumpe bile bile. Tp byha ? Huaaa dah lapaaaaan bulan tak jumpe byha. Rindu Rindu Rindu derangg . Esok jumpe amal weeee rindu kak longg yg dah jd ape laa skrg ek haha Just nak kongsi kongsi , smlm tebace satu buku najibah , buku doa doa hariann :) ttbe je rase nak selak then bace whats inside . Its said , '' Doa bukan hanye seusai solat, ketike hadapi musibahh , dan minta pertolongan . Doa ibarat zikir harian yg boleh dibuat pada bila bila masa . Tak kire tmpt...

Today was a blasttt . Not bcause of the exam paper nor the new rule but its because the things that happened to day . I LOOOVE WEDNESDAYY :) why ? ISHS :) * HAHA , heart talk again . Today Today Today Today we had 3 papers wuhuuu dunno wht to say . Fiqh insyaAllah tak fail , Addmath ? Huaaa i left 1 soalann yg mrkh die woww ! Psi bolehlahhh hee . Huaa td dekat bazaar beli beli mknn utk buke then tdnga lagu Hijau Daun - Suaraku Berharap :( I missed that timee . Not that i regret , but kenangan lamee dtg nk bwt cmne enn . Semuge aman bhagie Anda di sane :) heyy ttbe rindu LIVERPOOL , rindu Chelsea and Lyndel . Their smile mmg susah nk lupe . Bile bile free i dtg sane tauu ! Huaaa i wishhh that Liverpool and Johor is like Singapore and Johor. HAHA . Time kat spainn HAHA .

Glad today's nightmare has passed. Esok smbung nightmare. Huaa cepatla abess sekola. Dahh penatt dengn dunie sekolah . So , Papers td sume bejalan lancarr even science. Fuuuh , tough subjek tuhh, esk ade lg . Annoying Addmath :) NEW NEW NEW ruless , Haha da mcm budak skolah rendah daa , tp en my mom said, peraturan tuh peraturan yg normal in other schooll esp my mom's school . Huaaa panass je . Pastu kalaulah setiap hari cuace die mcm td, heihh tatau nk cakap ape. Dgn sardin nyee dlm bass hailahhh ! Selamat Berbuke Semue , Chill yeahhh ! I'm off to tusyenn addmathh :] Looooove ya !

Does anyone know where the 'LIKE' is ?! I cant seem to find it anywhere . I want it. I need it. Haha i searched it like everywhere, and still i haven't found it :(

Huaa hari yg spttnye bestt, betuka jd S* bcz of some stupid rules that we're SUPPOSED to follow. Haha , serves us right bile da kene denda . Tau ponn malu ! ahaha, Next time wear your nametag okayy Huaa as iff laa . So abes pasal tuhh . p/s : ehh kak, sorrylah tp in my head skrg mmg takde intention nk follow the school rules:) Next , the examss has started. And , Its not going s ooo good . Ehee . *This is wht i looked like while answering QTH =.=' Overalls ; BM wokehhh saje . Komp ? errr , i LOVE my logo . Aqidah , hmmm dunno wht to say . Quran ; hakhak . i'm a loseeeer =.=' So, thats fr the first day. The rest ? Haha kite tgk nnt yee . Huaa esok Science, I hate this subjek , i 'll try my bestt though .

Awwww it is hard to forgive people. You know, it' ll always remind you of the bad things that they've done . Huaaa sriouslyy it extremely hardd , heihh, tunggu jelahh bile da sejukk haha bile la tuhh. Anyways, as you all know harini hari kelime kite puase ! Huaaa cepatnyee mase belalu , pejam celik je. Azam utk Ramadham neh tak complete lg heihhh. So i gotta catch up. Go amaaaq !~ duhh. Tomorrow will start the UNPREPARED UJIAN . Huaaa aku tak prepare ppe ponnn. Why ? laziness comes and kerajinann aku dah blaa dgn setan setan HAHA so, jwb jelah termampu . Good Luck to alls, and do your bestt :) Pizah, cukuplah dgn kbhagiaanmu tuhh. nnt Allah tarik nikmat kang ! bru kau tauu. gagagaga aku jeless =.='

So, ive broken my promisee. Tgn gatal sgt nk updatteee ! okayy, mule story . Well, these few days , dah mule solat terawih kat masjidd, andd aku perasan somthing fishyy ! erghh, mmg tade hak utk aku benci or whtever, tp still, agk agk laaa nk buat kt masjidd ponn! MASJIDD tmpt yg mulie utk umat islam BERIBADAH, bukan utk terghedik ghedik ddok dkt blkg penjuru masjid then giggle giggle coz boyfie text. Like gaaaah ! Get a roooom la sis. Baik ddok rumah , then buat la ape you suke . Masjid is not a port for you to ghatal ghatal okeh. Ni pegi masjid punn bukannye smyang, buang mase la kak, heihhh *nenek tue bebel . Heeee . Pesanan ikhlas dr saye :) In a happier mood, we've already past 2 days of fasting. 28 left ! haha. Then its RAYEE :') can't waitt, heeee . Okayy stop here, Got more better things to do ! haaa bbye .

As we all know in about 2 days , we're going to greet the most blessed month . So i would to shorten my time limit in this comp and spend most of time doing something benficial, it is also due to the exam which is coming in about a week . I'll try my bestt though, bcause it is not a gurantee i'll be able to stay away from this strong influence . Pray for me, okay ? WELCOME HOME RAMADHAAAAN ! Lets read more of these :) Lately, my SENSITIVITY grew, hate it . Habis org yg tak salah pon aku salahkn . Bende yg kecik pon nk besarkn . Kesiann org org tuh, i'm so sorrrry . P/s ; last post before exam , Good luck everyone Do your bestt :)

I’m not the type to get my heart broken I’m not the type to get upset and cry Coz I never leave my heart open Never hurts me to say goodbye Relationships don’t get deep to me Never get the whole in love thing If someone could say love me truly But at the time it didn’t mean a thing My mind is gone I’m spinnin’ around And deep inside My tears I’ll drown I’m losing grip What’s happening? I stray from love This is how I feel This time was different Felt like I was just a victim And they cut me like a knife When you walked out of my life Now I’m in this condition And I’ve got all the symptoms Of a girl with a broken heart But no matter what you’ll never see me cry yeaa cry all you want if that makes you better, just cry ! let it all out. No one can stop you from crying. they're wrong if they tease you . they are also too ego for not showing their sadness. daft gile orang tu kalau die tak penah nanges. goshh, tade perasaan pe. just be yourself, dont be scared in showing your mournful...