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heee we got 2nd place on choral speakingg and 3rd on readers theatre ! we enjoyedd itt sooo much , and that's the most important thingg :) ta kesah la tak dpt first place, atleastt we had funn and we did our besttt ! i lovee you all lahhh ! penatt lelahh selame neh da lepass dgn happiness skrg nehh ! bebaloi tak msok kelass haha. thanx to the teacherss yg jage ktrg tym rehearsal, yg penat penat jage n layan je ktrg nehh thank youu sgt sgt ! :) thanks to ustzh fazliaton and teacher mawa for all their help . the most important personn yg byk tolong kt peformance kte nehh, SIR AZHAR . thankk youu very very much , sorry we didnt get the first place but we've enjoyed it sooo much ! thanks againn for the tips and support and everything lahhh. supporterss , thank you for comingg and showed yoour support. you're the bestt lahh ! you guyss made my dayy :) overall i loveeeee today's event ! best babeyhhh ~ ** pics will be uploaded laterr. peaceee no warr lahhh HAHA

ERGHHHHHH, TIREDDDDD ! :( *penatlaaaa hidup camni . wont be updating till the tired-ness ends . HAHA

awww shes sooo cutee . da besaa da budak nehh ! ** haha, got it from someonee thanks anywayy.

* heee, curik gmba tauu :) guys kt tepi so tak nmpk . as you can see, we're practising for the choral speakingg. heeee, in a week time we'll be competing with 4 other schools which is SDARY , SMAB , SMK Agama Johor , SM Maahad Pontian . scaryyy gile coz they 're all cam bagussss gile ! we need more practises to beat them. aaaa, sempat keee ?! then, some of us will bee acting on readers theatre. i got to be the PERI II which means FAIRY or ANGEL hahhaa :) ** doakan ktrg sempat belatihh and tak gelabah and buat perfectlyy XD

my sweetheartt :) huu, we'll go through this together okayy ? its time to accept what people sayss, it is for our very besttt anywayy , so lets start NOW . syg somel somel nehh :)

heyy gile rinduu mase muda mudi duluu, mase same same penat lelah hadap PMR comell tuh. wuu , lg best dulu nk bndingkn dgn skrg. duluu sume relaxx je, skrg ? huu, have to keep up with everythingg. noww ramai yg da pindaa and i missed them like hell, wish they were here :( weeee, itqan bestttt ! heihh, rindu <3 ni lagggggggggggi la aku rinduuu ! + AMAL skli , auwww bile nk hangg tujuh tujuh lagi ? plus sue lahh. hmm rindu tym makan besaaa stiap hari RABU tuhh i missed everythingg la hukhuk :( now ade 5 jee and it have been so dffrent without youus . i really hate statementt neh ' tinggal 5 pon bising lagi ? ' sorry to be honest, butt i really hated it .

heee da nmpk da symptom symptom malas meng- updet. hee its been a tough week for us huu mcm mcm adee rase nk tidooo je spnjg mggu and hoping probs will go awayy and never come back. but its impossible. hmm nway, whts important is PROTECTING the RIGHTS. ape ape jd pon KEBENARAN ttp menang . justt waitt ! i so hate this kind of week , where unexpected thing happenss. **the volcano has errupted, the lava is spreading into the village. abes la hanguss kauuuu ! grr,

i need sugar to continue my life . i need water to live longer . i need vinegar to feel the pain . i need more salt to feel better . i need moments to be ALONE . bad thoughts is making me crazyyyyyyyyy. punyelaa senang bg talk hritu tp diri sndiri pon kalah dgn bnde alah. i dont know wht makes me feel this way . there are a long journey ahead and i dont think i can go any further bcuz everything is going so cruel and hard ! dealing with pasts , and living the present and fighting for future, everything is sooo hard. p/s : i feel so bad lately !

| SABAAAAA -ing | * hatinggg this lahhh ;(

9th july 2010. it was my turn to present the talk . soooooooo nervous mcm hapee ~ not badd lah but i feel like doing it again and again sbb mcm total loserrr hritu heeee . theres more fr me to learn yeaa MORE ! tht night sume siap presenting talk mreke then bincangbincang choral speaking n readers theatre plakk. yess, our next project is the CHORAL SPEAKING n READERS THEATRE. wooo seramm je. in front of bpe ratus org tah and its veryvery scrayyy but we know tht we can do it. becz we re the BESSSSTTT * sir yg ckp okayy * heee * i missed the gatherings with ex UK sbb tak balek umahhh grr ! asrma grr tikus NO WAYY ! 10th july 2010. today i learntt lots of new thingss. FORM 4 are out helping the oldiess in nur ehsan community house. there are lots of conclusion to makee. so stupidd to put their parents in there just like thatt just to make their life easier. grr its kinda sad when they told us their storiess abt their grndchild and kids who putted them there. nk je sekeh spe yg buat bnde

heyy kiddo, why can't you be yourself huh ? susah sgt ke nk jd budak yg normal and and and NORMAL lahh ? is it that hard to be original and not being a copycat ? haihh tatau nk ckp ape dahh -_- today was a fairytale~~ okay, i just love hanging with them. the Gees forever lahh auww~

it started as a feeling Which then grew into a hope Which then turned into a quiet thought Which then turned into a quiet word And then that word grew louder and louder 'Til it was a battle cry I'll come back When you call me No need to say goodbye Just because everything's changing Doesn't mean it's never Been this way before All you can do is try to know Who your friends are As you head off to the war Pick a star on the dark horizon And follow the light You'll come back When it's over No need to say good bye You'll come back When it's over No need to say good bye Now we're back to the beginning It's just a feeling and no one knows yet But just because they can't feel it too Doesn't mean that you have to forget Let your memories grow stronger and stronger 'Til they're before your eyes You'll come back When they call you No need to say good bye You'll come back When they call you No need to say good bye ** mase tuh tgk

in life, you really need to think about yourself too. you cant forver be a savior to your friends. think abt yourself too, dont let your heart hurt and your friend is enjoying their head off. at first, when 'that person' does this horrible sucks thing, i ll just consider it and forgive 'that person.' but when 'that person' repeats the same horrible sucks thing wht would you do huh ? i can't stand anymore. it hurts more inside. but who knows ? 'that person' seeks for forgiveness, but i can't do it. why ? because there are some of the times you have to sacrifice one of your friends to make your life better right -__- btw, you can't buy your friends. you can't use money to make ppl love you. its all comes from your inner tiny heart. you have to be sincere you have to be honest you have to be protective in protecting your friend's right ! hee be strong and stand up for whtever you think is right. NOBODY IS PERFECT :)

well, this is my first post. i dont know what makes me do another blog. maybe the eagerness to share things with other people. i want to let all my burdens out by writng posts. thats what i do to make myself better . hopes that it will give lots of benefits to all of you. these are just my thoughts. am so sorry if it hurts you :)