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khamis ? bru nk start update blek huu , no story to tell and nothing fr me to outburst here , saje bosan bosan HAHA pdhl kkpa blomm siapp . hmm , biarlahhh . Mggu depan boleh hnta lg hakhak . My teacher die baek tauuu , die ksik hnta mggu depan tp potong markah laa haha . Soooo , aku pon dah mule relax balek , HAHA . Harini mcm pelik siket , egtkn lepas rehat kedue boleh relax cz ckgu tkde . Ruperupenye ade pengganti adoyyy , Akaun LAGI plak tuhh . Dala belajaaa , org sume nk buat keje kusus laa ! Soo , 'belaja' lahh kami--' Lepas malas malas sume , kuaa klass tros jd laen . Gelak gelak sbb bnde yg langsung tk lawak HAHA pakse gelak jugak sbb tension blaja , Mase nk balek lg lahh mcm setan tak cukup tido , jerit sane sini MEMANG PUASSS ! XD YEAYYYYY ! 19 HARI LAGI NAK PERIKSA SEM 2 !! huaaaaaaaa perangai mcm ni nk exam ? HAHA mmg nk kne counselling byk byk neh , pemalass mcm ape ishhh . hmm , jumlah start study , errr =.=

Saturday was great , Sunday was fabulous , and here comes Mondayy ! Huaaa school again ? penattt nk daki tangga yg byk tuhh , boleh mati kekurusann HAHA . Am a bit busy so malas nk hupdatee , so bile da tk busy i'll update mcm biase :) Aywaysss , Drama and Debate YPJ-OUM is postponedd ! that means we got plenty of time to rethink and redo the script . InsyaAllah its gonna be held on 7 November , after sem 2 .

Spend time dgn kawan teman rakan mmg perlu ! So smlm ktrg pon keluaa lepak lepak raye , ni plan C slps plan A and B ditolak ats sbb trtentu HAHA tkpelah aslkn dpt keluaa lepas tension tension kkpa --' Hihi shomeiii ~ HAHA mmpu amek gmba je, tk mmpu nk beli . Lepas mggila mencacat kt situ , ktrg pulang dgn hati yg gembirarara . Knape ? sbb jumpe ramai org --' ( heavy on the sarcastic lol ) Balik rumah tlg tlg preparee pinggan mngkuk then org ponn datanggg . Begini lah nasib smpai ke tgh malammmm . Huaaa penat gler , abes sume tuh bru setartt 'KKPA' . kn pizahhh ? hahaha Penemann malam hgge ke siangg ! HAHA , 5 hari lg utk hantaaa !! Good luck to all Account studentss :)

Too many things to do in a split second , too many things to think in a speed of light , penattt dgn sgale bnde , last last ape yg boleh buat ? pasrahh je , redhaa je Huaa takpe ade hikmah mybe . Coming ups ; 1st Oct - Hnta kkpa *there's a LOT more to do , 6th Oct - Drama Gulp n Gasp 8th Oct - Mukhayyam ;( 16th Oct - Drama YPJ-OUM *gler scaryyyyy ! 19th Oct - Sem 2 SETARA --' Huaa byk lg yg kecik kecik tp tk penting sgt SO malas nk tulis kt sini . Buat mnyemak je , hehh bler ek nk buat sume neh ? adoyy . PARENTING CONTROL ? hehh , dulu mmg rase rimas dgn sekatan parents kasik , lame lame dh terbiase da . Ofcourse they did that fr our best . But we feel dfferent kn bler drg tk ksik tu tk ksik ni , sbb zmn ni la kte nk enjoyy dgn kawan kawan . Nnt da msuk u , sume dah pisahh huaa gler sedihh ! We have to enjoy our every moments together , Heyy kawan kawan , saba tauu ! HEEE . Laen kali kte buat lg hihi thomei~ *suare Rosnah mseh melekat dkt otak aku . Kimahh , sry this time ka

Well , i guess my last post is a bit erkk , then i think again tk jadilah nk lari HAHA why ? bcause it'll never solve your problems . Like you can't run from ur problems and fate. You gotta face it , Just imagine when you're running away then where will you sleep ? who'll be taking care of you ? what will you be eating ? hmm there'll be more problems if you run away , So dont think stupidly to run away just bcause you are broken hearted . Face it bravely , Ckp saye mmg senang , tp realiti ? think first bfore you do anything , REMINDER fr me and youu .

Felt like running away from home , kan best kalau kmpung dekat . Kalau merajuk kt rumah boleh pegi kt nenek ;( I miss kampung already ,

This is ridiculous , you can't blame my friends . I wont be here without them . I'm sorry i know that i shouldn't be going against your words , i wouldnt be here too if you weren't there fr me . But y'know , i love my friends and theres nothing that can separate us ecxept fr death . You don't know them yet , GET TO KNOW THEM then you'll know what's what . Aku merajuk ngn kau sbb buat semue ni . Plans is still on whtever happens . Pleasee , i don't want you salah tafsirkn ktrg . I love you both and i know you know the best fr me . This is the best fr me . Sorry bcause this time im not going to listen to you . Please husnuzon in what i do . Dont judge a book by its cover bcause you'll never know you'll find a gold chest treasure in that book . Understand me fr once , i'm begging you . I can only let it out here and the shower ;'(

Imtithal dah mulee packed mcm sardinee , ade 2 org masok and dijangkekan ade lg sorg masok . Waaaa , ramai SANGATT ! its fully packed . Then ustzh kate mybe ade rombakan , I hate changess . Nak kene biasekn dgn budak budak klass , dgn guru andd ofcoursee dgn suasane ! adoyy , Its been 9 month i stayed in Imtithal , biarlahh sampai akhir sekolah aku ddok dgn kelas tuh . Wlopon ade je tk puas hati but still i think imtithal suits me best . Bile ckp kelas tregt hw yg banyak amat dasyatt bak mmanjat gunung yg ntah bile nk smpai puncak die . Like syifa' said , 'homeworkk tk bleh , studyy boleh' . Hws are such pain in the neck , dah byk tmbh lg byk lao tk sentuh sehari . Reminder fr myself ; JUMAAT depan dah kene hnta KKPA --' Hemhem , drama YPJ bru je nk mule and yet we have abt less than one month before the performance . Script ? dah siapp . Characters ? still dunno yet . Costumes ? satu benang pon tk ade lagi . Props ? tadakk . Readers , doakan ktrg fr the prepara

heyy aku tatau knape , tp knape sume buat cggini en harini adoyyy , sume ? okayy tk sume hmm , hariini penatt je dtg skolahh --' baek ddok rumah kemas rumah bsoh pggn siram pokok bunge LAGII BAGUSSS . Pttnye first dayy school la cerie gembire riang , tp heihh , semangat tuk blaja mmg tade. Jasad je kt skolah tp hati kt rumahh haha teramat bangatlah smpai hati die buat cmtu , my own fault kot ;'(

I've come up with one idea , care utk mlihat bintang teehee , Jiran jiran , lao nmpk ade pompuan ats bumbung dlm pkol 2 3 pagi gtuh jgn call polis tauu , org tuh masih waras . *tp bile sbnrnye aku nk buat neh ?! Esok dh mule skolahh , and still byk gila hw kne buat esp akaun tuh , naik gile sehh . Aku sbnrnye tk fhm pon ustzh terangkan . Sebab tu la tak buat ape ape but 30 Septt ?! woaa , gile dekat wehh . Mesti pulunn mggu depan la seh , tp tkpe ramai je blomm startt haha . Tadi i went throughh all my note books when i was in LOWER secondaryy , cehh mcm tue sgt en . Pastu jumpe lyric i'm yours , Huaa lagu ni best haha lagu lamee biaselaa . One day , aku nk blaja guitarr and this is the scond song aku nk blajaa . Aduii byk betul cite cite aku ; motor ? bintang ? dslr ? guitar ? haha Then then , adelaa sorg tuh kn . Die tuu skrg da byk berubahh , smpaikn smlm die sound aku sbb mncarutt , biasela nk lepaskn geram but yeahh he's right ! tp die pon buat DULU haha . But stil

Sebab bgg sgt ym dann stress sbb KKPA aku tk perasan ade lipas kt kaki aku yg ntah brape lame dah ddok ctu bersantai santai HAHA gler geliiiii =='

Fuyohhhhh skolahh skrg dah botaaaaak ! gile lapangg dah . Nmpk luass je en HAHA So , Class td agk boringgg dan ngantukk ==' *Sry sir , jujo itu baguss HEE . Blaja bnde basic and sry i'm not interestedd haha so maen text text org je , Blablablaa then habesss . Had a greatt funn with monyet monyet tuhh , Huaa lepass rindu en 2 mggu cuti HEEE , plan last menet mnjadi la sehh , Heyy pizahh, tebukti last menet is better lahhh ! haha . So cerite updates cuti masing masing then tetamu ayah nuha datangg tetttt lpas derang balek ktrg pun smbung makan kueh kueh + mskn mak nuhaa, alhamdulillahh sedappp ! [pastuh smbung buat kerja HAHA] Bising bising kejap then mak pizah datangg , ktrg pon smbung bisingg . Byebye pizah n fitaa Tinggal laa aku ngn nuha je , HAHA rumah dekat je tp balik pling lmbt enn , not to frget ade nurinn skali layaaaan je die . Balikkk je tgk jiraan ade open house , makaaaaan lagi so lepas isya' ktrg pon gerak bberape lgkh ke sane , gile lame tk jumpe derang en

Huaaa pagi yg indah lg mulie , aku memaksakan diri utk pergi ke sekolah utk menuntut ilmu . WHT THE ?! haha , pagi nehh ade YPJ's class . So aku NAKK pegi sbb sir kate nk bwk cake choc buatan isterinye . Woooohooooo ! haha makanann lagi --' tp sungguh badan aku berat gile nk pegi sekolah , Ape lagi , lepas class aku nk enjoylahh :)

After blog-walking td , bru aku dpt rase nikmat sebenar ade dslr , Huaaa seriusly skrg aku ber-azam ber-niat ber-mimpi ber-citecite dan ber ber yg laen utk kumpul duet andd beli satu for my own . Lao setakat gne abg punye hmmph laaa , die tu kedekut hee sry mksudkuh 'pemurahh' . So benda benda lain spt ipod phone laptop dan sejenis dgnnye mmg kne lupekn dulu , Huaa pray fr me , aku betulbetul dh gilaa dgn bnde alah neh . Sape sape nk sedekahkn bnde neh pon bolehhh , sgt dialu alukann ! heee , Keep it up amaq , lagi bbrape ratus je =.=' Heyy , takpelahh . You made my dayy , Sry jugak :)

Hari nihh , satu rumahh ktrg bersihkn dgn bantuan sorg akak neh . Sapu sane mop sini sental mnyental beruss kemas masokkn kueh dlm balang tuka langsir HAHA things that was supposed to be done bfore RAYAA . Semalam umi dh pesan , lepas subuh tkleh tido , kne tros begerakk kemas rumah . Huaaa dgn tk ckop tidonye , tah 2 makhluk mne tah kaco en ! huuu TIREDDD i tell ya , Aku cume boleh gelakk je skrg HAHAA ;'')

Yeayy , alhamdulillah aku dh selamat smpai kt Jb , lame betul aku kt kmpungg , rinduu rumahh ! Hee . I think that was the shortest journeyy ! sbb 8 jamm je dlm kete . Sblom neh slalu smpai dlm kol 11 gtuhh , tp neh smpai awaaaal, Thanks to Abah sbb drive non stop dari Kemaman lg . *Clapclapclap . Okay skrg , Sile layankn saje sbb aku nk sedapkn hati ; Huaa , egtkn balek jb , hati mken sejukk je enn sbb dekat ngn org org tersayang tp HUAA panasss jhe en , Baek ddok kmpung ngn Tok Wan yg sentiase melayann karenah cucu die . Aku nk ddok kt tmpt yg takde everything esp phone and internet . Why ? sbb aku dh kecewa THOUSANDS of timeessss , tnk kecewa laaaagi dan laggi . Heyy , aku maseh sedar yg blog neh public so, drama aku neh kne kurangkn cket . BIG BIG THANKSS to NURHAFIDZAHH sbb tiap hari dielah teman gayotkuhh , HAHA tk kire tmpt kn ? aduii , mmg merane simpan sorg sorg ek ? So clapclap laaagi . Sile terase , Aku taknak kau , kau taknak aku . Jadi , bantulah aku lupekan kau

Esok dh nk balik JB , mmg ptt ponn balek . Sume kazens kazens dh balik except fr yg mmg ddok dekat dekat sini . Terase sunyii wehh rumah neh tnpe budak budak yg suke maen keja keja , maen bunge api + mercunn , yg suke jerit tk hengat dunie en . Heihh , tkpe AidilAdha aku dtg sini lagi . Huaa gonna miss this place , dah laa cm 3 kali stahun je balek . Nak bwt cane enn , jauh gile kott . Okayy , till now mood raye blomm luput pupus mahupun ditiup seperti abu abu kesan kebakaran . Foods , Beraye , DUETTT still masyukk ! Hihi bknnye selalu en , so kne nikmati smpai Syawal abes . Heee Till now , so longg ~ p/s : aku dh upload gmba dr camera abg and ayh su , sile lahh lihat kt fb aku :)

terase sgt LOSERR skrg -,-'

heyy i'm back ppl , fuhhh , penat gile beraye enn , dh hri kelime raye bru update blek . Okayy lets start . Nway , dont ask me abt duett duett raye , sbb aku punyee cket bbnding thun thun lepas ! First raye at Kelantann , penat gile koooooot ! org tk hbes hbes dtg en , aku si pmbuat air pon merelakn hati jiwa dan raga utk buatt ! ikhlaskn niattt gtuh haha . Satu hari ddok rumah tk kuaa pon so $kcingg$kcingg$ pon kurengg la =.=' Scond day , still at Kelantann and that day ktrg plak kuaa ziarah menzirahi sanak saudararara ~ Malamm gerakk balek Terengganu andd ramai gile kt sanee weeeehh meriahhh ! Third day , Kak Long and Kak Ngah kawenn , due bradek neh kawen serentakk and mmg gile penattt ! ttbe kene jd gulagula girl , heihh bidan terjunn ! and again ikhlaskn hatiii :) makan makan makan then gerak ziarah zirah atuk sdare , ayh sdare , sume jenis sdare lahh ! dah penatt , ktrg ponn balek . Fourth day , hnta penganten prempuan pagi uh then bejalannn tk engat dunie , ziarah sa

Okayy aku dh selamat smpai dekat terengganu , cube byangkn ddok dlm kete slame 10 jamm ! fuhh , tk cam lenguh plak en blkg . Hehh , nasib baek balik kmpung jarang jarang kalau tk bengkok blkg aku . Harini stay tganuu then esok pulak gerak klntan . Haha td en , tym 10 menet lg nk smpai , ttbe ade 2 kereta sblh ktrg ksik signal . Tgk tgk sbb tayar blkg kiri ktrg dah pancit gile ! HAHA . pstuh sume turunn tepi jalann then the boys tuka tayar , * naseb baek hero hero family balik skali ngn ktrg kalau tk, tatau nk jd ape HEEE . Thenn , ttbe tayar spare cam kuaa anginn Huaaa cacat gile , act tym tuh dh ade due org laki tolong ktrg , die ddok ctuctu je , so keje pon senang tmbh lg ade kedai tayar kt depan ktrg , mmg baekk ah ! Plan plan nk buke tros kt kmpg , tp dsbbkn tayar tuh ktrg pon buke dlm kete . Guess what mkn ape ? Kerepek ubi yg bru beli td ! HAHA naseb baek ade tuh, klau tk mmg tk buke lahh ktrg . Pastu abah pon ckp , Allah masih sygkn kite sbb tu lahh kite masih selamatt huaaa

aku dh mule fedup dgn FB , tk habes habes nk dengki aku . pegila dgki kt org laen pulak , lame lame mmg aku malas nk hadap kau lahhh ishh geramm neh . sabarkn je lahhhh =.='

okayy, msuk hrineh 3 hari berturut turut aku shopping raye , tu pon blom complete lg . Huaaa kalaulahhh aku ade designer yg boleh design baju aku tym last menet , senanggnye hidup ! Dahla saiz aku cam tak sikit plak enn , so choices ofcourse la lg cket, tmbh lg kalau ade org cerewet mcm aku =.=' serius thun neh , mood raye rosak sbb persediaan yg kurengg , tkpe tkpe , nmpknye thun neh aku raye sederhane je lahh ishhh , Huaa mmg kblkgn nehh jarang onl. why ? sbb pagi smpai petang shopping , balik tido smpai buke thenn traweh segale then tido balik HAHA loser gile . Routine utk 3 hari nehh , ni ponn onl sbb nk update sbb esok dh nk balik kampunggg ! :) nnt kt kmpung bile plak nk onl kn , sume dh busy kemas kemass ! maen bunge api lagihh heihh rindu betul aku kt kmpungg yg jauhh tuh . OHOH , nwy i'm currently reading a novel called , JIKA BUKAN KERANA BINTANG . Huaaa gile murah air mate aku turun ! cket cket nangisss HAHA , gile sweeeeeeeet ! sbb novel ni jugak aku kne marah , sb

H B T Y , C H E L S E A :) Heyy heyy , wlaupon aku tau kau tkkn bace post neh but still this proves that i still rmmber your big day . I miss you honeyy, heee . Stelah lame tk onl ms , onl jugak la td sbb nk wish birthday chelsea hee . Huaaa die onl laaaa , masing masing crite khidupan sndiri and die still egt tym year 7 dluu , awww die rindu aku hihi . Die ajak aku pegi sane n stay dgn die , kalaulah aku ade duet skrg msti dh flyy dah, adeihh :(

HEE latest tragedy , waaa seram gile ! cmnie crite die , smbil aku hana anis tunggu abah amar habis terawehh , ktrg lepak lepak kt depan kerete , ttbe ade sorg mkcik neh jalan jalan smbel nanges and panggil name org *yelaa , tkkn la name kucing die kot* pstuh ktrg pon 'ishh, nk tolong tanak, nk tolong ke tanak ek ?' pstuh ktrg cam takut , ktrg pon tgk dr jauh je HEEEE . pstuh ttbe ade sorg pkcik neh die naek motor , and die ponn tolongg . ktrg dh mcm ' ehh , bkn muhrim knape pegang pegang ? ' HAHA pstuh ttbe mkcik td pengsann . aku pon terkeduu tk tau nk buat ape , ksian kt pkcik tuh then aku pon gerak mnuju sane *konon belagak sbgai heroin lahh kn* . ttbe abah smpai , abah pon tnye wht happen bla bla bla then ade pkcik pkcik laen dtg . huu , pstuh agkt mkcik tuh naek krete sorg pkcik neh then ade pkcik laen tnye 'spe kenal die neh ?' pstuh pkcik yg naek motor pon ckp ' tu istri saye' alahaiii, asl tk ckp awl awl ? . kn senang tadelah ktrg buruk sangke

Malas nk update , and why ? sbb takde cerite yg nk dicerite dan mood yg ssuai utk bercerite . knape jd gtuh ? sbb suasane and ade makhluk yg tdk berape nk mmuaskn hati . And why is tht happeningg ? mungkin sbb drg dh tak sgt saba nk raya . *tkde kne mngene . heyy, its half torn . tanak bukak web tu dah , sbb sbb sbb tkde sbb . okay , kau bkn mak die . satu pertalian darah pon tkde . so jgn nk touchy sgt . heyy spe kate aku touchy ? bengonggg , jgn malukn diri sendri lah . haha kau ptt ade blog yg utk kau srg jhe . boleh lepaskn geram marah sedih bilebile mase kau nak . haaa ! nk private kn blog lahh . senang cket. tp klau org hack pon susah so , alaaaa privatekn blog best jugak . tp tp byk tp . hmm tkpelah. privatekn blog, ketepi dulu . yg penting buang touchy kau tuh . tk jumpe bintang pon smlm , langit cerah sgt tp tkpe angin best and mlm yg hening gtuh :|

Kn i nk sgt tgk bintang en ? so, td i baring ats keretaa *desperatee sgt la katekan , tp tgk tgk bintang sekor pon tade tade rezeki sehh hmm , HUAAA takpe next time ;( *Esok iktikaf , hopefully ade chance nk tgk bintang :)

Okayy forget the pastt , bnde dh blalu . Huaaa , senang btul hati manusie nk brubah en , bru je petang td ckp benci , skrg ? HAHA *pizahhhh , tolong aku . SO , happy holidayss to all , list yg kne buat time cuti ; maen bunge api *alahai ayunyee . mintk duet raye kt jiran kmpg ? aku dh besaaa la ! mntk maaf kt sume org . belaja ? jgn harap keep in touchh ngn mmbe , blog updatee atleast once a week HAHA nk panjat bumbung tgk bintang ! enjoyyy :) and ofcourseee , JAGE DIRI masingmasing ! Jumm susun jari nk mintak maaf kt semuee , and and Selamat Hari Rayaa Maaf Zahir BAtin ! Jgn nakal nakal , open house nnt invitee tauu ! okayy bla bla bla , P/s Tk saba nk tgk bangunan tu mninggi , huaaa koop kt mne nnt ? ishhh , best shop ever tuhh . Aku dh rindu skolah la sehhh , i meant suasane die not the ' school school ' .

Untuk kali keseratus lima puluh juta Mereka tanyakan engkau soalan yang sama “Eh kenapa kau masih lagi mahukan dia?” “Apa kau buta, apa kau pura-pura suka” Di seratus lima puluh juta kali itu Di depan semua engkau tarik tangan aku Yang sedang buat muka kosong tak ambil tahu Sambil ketawa engkau bilang satu per satu “Dia mungkin bengis seperti singa” “Tapi dia nangis tonton cerita Korea” “Dia mungkin keras bila bersuara” “Tapi dia jelas, jujur apa adanya” “Aku lagi kenal dia” Dah lebih seratus lima puluh juta kali Aku pesan padamu apa yang bakal jadi Engkau dan aku ada mungkin tidak serasi Engkau sangat manis, aku ini pula dawai besi Di setiap seratus lima puluh jutanya Aku pun dalam hati semacam tak percaya Apa kau lihat pada aku jujurkan saja Terus kau cubit dagu aku, sambil berkata “sayang mungkin baran tak kira masa tapi sayang tahan kalau yang salah saya sayang mungkin saja keras kepala tapi sayang manja bila kita berdua– saya kenal sayang saya” Buat apa dicerita Bahagia kita rasa

Huaaa i miss my camerarararara , come backlahhh . Dah 2 bulan bru rase kehilangann huu , kejinyee spe yg amek , huaaa keji keji keji ! I really need you noww :'( Tadi was the best , heee gelak ktawe hnye sbb satu bOlat . '' cube teke ni ape, O ? '' HAHA dah lame tk gelak sakan smpai nangis teguling guling , smpai ade org nganjengg nganjengg , perli perli , OHH so what lahhh , tkleh tgk org bhgie la kau nehhh . Hmm, mase cuti nnt mesti rindu korang kn ? But i know we'll keep in touch kn ? esp pizahh yg suke calling calling tuh HEEE :) Jage diri baek baek taww ! Ceh, dh buat goodbye speech la sehh , tk saba sgt nk cutii weee , sabarr sabarr esok last, then we're freeeeeee ! NOWW , i'm totally stressed up sbb mcm nk tuka ambition , Huaaa susah gile wehh nk pilih mase depann . Being PHSYCOLOGIST is now overtaking my interest in ACCOUNTANCY . Why ? bcause i dunnooo , it just does . Mybe sbb akaun nehh peningg $%^&* . Whtever it is , I'll try my best

HA PP Y 16th BIRTH DAY Y TO ME ! :) *haha syokk sndri . Hee , Thanks to Allah tht i'm still alive on this lovely dayy ! He gave me opportunity to celebrate my birth datee with my lovers , THANK YOUU :) Thanks fr all the wishess, and please doakan yg terbaik utk my future . *tkde kne mngene ngn future husband lahh ! Pray fr me ! Credits to my parents fr who i am today, mmg ade byk cacat cela, well thats my bad huu . They 've done sooo manyy thingss just to make their children's life better , i owe yous lotss ! Korang , tipu tk kalau aku ckp aku nanges bce bnde tuhh ? HEE , ily my bffl . Maybe you're right, sejak merdeka aku mmg sensitiff HAHA . Dah matangggg sehh ~~ dh ckup bagus korang jd lovers aku laaa , that 's enough fr mee . Thank you darlingss :* Anda , aku bls kt sini jee , Thanks fr the wish and hmm , i think it is time to forgive you BUT y' know we'll never be as friendly as we used to be , get it ? I'm sorry . Thats the best i can do fr