She writes here ,

What is love ? Cinta ? Sarang ? Well, cinta suatu perasaan yg sgt suci.. Yg terbit dari hati manusia. Iya, hati. Seketul daging dlm tubuh bdan awk tuu. Cinta terbit tnpa kita sedari, namun tidak semua boleh dimiliki dan memiliki. Why ? Tak semua org punya cinta kite boleh grab hold of. Gitchi ? This is what i thought of, cinta ni bukan setakat bahagia, tp disebalik tu ada seksaan, derita, penantian yg pnjg dll. Kalau sekarang kecewa, ingatlah.. Segalanya dah tertulis buat kita. Bila akn bertemu dgn si dia, bila akn jatuh cinta, dan bila akn masuk minang and whatsoever lah. Jadi kerja kita berdoa je. Doa agar dpt yg terbaik buat kita, dan doa dpt terus berada di jalanNya bersama teman hidup kelak. Tapi ingat, bila kita berdoa ada 3 respon Allah, 1) terus makbulkan 2) makbulkan tp nanti 3) Allah merancang yg lebih baik utk kita. Jgn lah kau berputus asa.. Kadang2 aku tabik, tabik dgn sape2 yg berjaya kawal diri sndiri sejak awal lg.. Tp aku rasa bagus jugak dulu aku tersungkur, sbb ...

Alhamdulillah, the past matter has been settled. All thanks to my mom <3 honestly, the two days was a total doomed. I couldnt eat and stayed on bed all day. Haha funny rite ? I know. I get depressed easily then punish myself by starving all day. Drop that subject, totally my fault. And heyy its been 2weeks kimahs at hosp, shes finally recovering and shes coming home tomorow ! WELCOME BACK KIMAH !! I'm so happy fr her and her family :) Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.4

Sometimes.. When i'm facing hardship, i'd forget the surrounding who are facing hardship much more than me. Even to my friends, or my tweetpeeps, i tend to forget what a lucky girl i am to be able to come to this point. Yeah cos there are lot more who is suffering more than i do. It made me think how pathetic i am for not being grateful for everything i've received. Well, to be honest when i cried to my friends after telling them what happen, i felt really bad. Why ? Bcos some were less-luckier than me but yeah they're able to overcome that. They supported me, they really do make me warm. Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.4

I'm feeling really low right now. I've done something wrong. Cant face my parents cos its embarassing, they will be upset abt this. Stupid me. Starve for today and try fix that matter, you pabo. Ya Allah.. Help me.. Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.4

After a week Kimah stayed at PSH, they have made a decision to transfer Kimah at a better place with better physiology and specialist, JSH. She is now in the Operation Theater to undergo an eye operation. Lets just pray everything went well.   All my prayers for you imah Muah Muah :)

For my most wonderful omma in the world, have a blast today by remembering Him. Thank you fr understanding me by letting me stay here to take care of my bestfriend. Thank you so much fr everythng up until now and onward. I'm sorry for my misbehavior, rudeness and lazy attitude. May you live under His guidance and awareness.. Always. I love you Ummi ♥ Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.4

Currently at hosp, and its their 6th day here. So far, dayah and mairah has been discharged. Kimah had moved to a normal wad, and kak Amoi in a diff wad. Kimah is getting better, but her eye needs operation. So lets pray fr her healthiness so that she can start her university's life like us. Until now, kimah doesnt know abt her sis yet. Doakan ye, Note to all : please let them rest fr now, they need super duper rest to recover faster :) Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.4

The moment when kimah and sisters were facing the most hardship, i was at convo. Shopping bits and bobs. My legs were shaking. Thought it was a joke that were trying to test me how strong our friendship were. No, it wasnt. Its the reality. Its their fate. Rushed home, prayed and call the other Gees. We headed to HSA and miraculously the ER was full with parents students bros and sis of hdyh's society. Astonished ? Yes. The bond, subhanallah. I praise to you ya Allah. That night, their parents was still on their way tn JB. But everythg was settled by doctors connected to their family. Some went to kulai fr organizing arwah Hafizah. So it went smooth. We waited there 5hours and kept updating news to those who cant come. Went home with shockness still inside me, tried to sleep that night. Eventually, i managed to have a deep sleep with tears running down my face. The next morning, we planned to go and visit MFAs family, hoping that kimah has woken up. That day was tiring, Kim...

Well, 3months this blog has been ignored rite ? Aku malas sbnrnye nk update or share anythg tp aku tanak dlete blog ni. So biarkn is what I did. So latest stories.. R2S2 has ended. Yea ended so nicely that i'm kinda bored to death cos theres nothing to do. I thnk blogging will replace those things. So, what u up to ? Semua mesti bdebar kn nk dpt u mane or panggilan scholar ke. Well samalah kita. I'd be happy if I got chosen fr any scholar, boleh la realisasikn impian parents aku. Tp tk dpt pn aku redha. Why ? Because He knows best kan ? Dduk malaysia pn not bad ape ;) All the best on the upcoming week, may He gives you the best. Salam sayang, Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.4