sugar.

i need sugar to continue my life .
i need water to live longer .
i need vinegar to feel the pain .
i need more salt to feel better .
i need moments to be ALONE .




bad thoughts is making me crazyyyyyyyyy. punyelaa senang bg talk hritu tp diri sndiri pon kalah dgn bnde alah. i dont know wht makes me feel this way . there are a long journey ahead and i dont think i can go any further bcuz everything is going so cruel and hard ! dealing with pasts , and living the present and fighting for future, everything is sooo hard.



p/s : i feel so bad lately !

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