2012 and all its memories.

2012, a year that feels like 10 years. Why ? Theres too many things that happened in the year 2012 and itll be pages and pages for me to write in this blog of mine. 

But firstly, id like to apologize for not updating this blog since September. Yea, it s ages since i last blogged. Sorry for that. ive been literally busy and lazy enough to write a post hihi.

So here it is, what i learnt and earn in the year of 2012.

The importance of group working and participation.

Lepas habis SPM, pada urufnye Johor via SMIH akn mengadakan satu Program Pasca SPM. Basically, Road To Somewhere yes anywhere, anywhere thats need help and care :) So, my year we went to Sarawak. "Ape kau ingat senang je nak pegi ?" NO, kami diisi dengan santapan rohani fizikal dan mental, dgn pelbagai program indoor dan outdoor. Tp bukan tu shj, kami diberi masa utk mengumpul dana ataupun hmm sponsorship utk ke Sarawak. Macam2 lah buat nk kumpul duit tu, basuh kereta, homeservice ironing cleaning and stuff, and yeah, jualan pon kami buat. 

Akhirnya, selepas Program Kemuncak "Syria" dibuat, kami pon berangkat ke Sarawak :) Tanpa kerjasama antara ahli kumpulan, tak mungkin dapat ke sana samada kerjasama dgn ketua, mahupun ahli biasa. Masing masing ada tugas, masing masing ada tanggungjwab, yg tanpanya, pasti akan gagal misi kami ke sana. 



Handling and participating in these prog sedikit sebanyak membantu pabila berada di dunia luar nnt.   And trully, i miss these moments, its the sweetest out of all. Wish to get back together again. But yeah, we'll face a few of these but its just the people will change.



Dup Dap of results that leads to your future.

Keputusan pertama yg berdupdap ni; RESULT SPM. Ya Allah berdebarnya lahai, sbb ni la yg menetukan ke mana kau pergi lepas ni ? Cuak okay datang2 sekolah semua dah ready, ugh doa doa doa, and Alhamdulillah aku bersyukur dapat sesuai dengan apa yg aku usahakan ;) 



Then, keputusan UPU, Alhamdulillah dapat first choice yg aku mintak and haaaaaapppy okay dapat UIA ! hihi

Then, MARA --' no comment. 

Making hard decision on your own about your OWN future.

Firstly, picking UPU and what course you intend to continue and must relate to your future and what you want. So i picked UIA econs and management science as my first course, and the rest is history.

Then chose Aussie Accunting for Mara, and did get interviewed, but i failed on that so, second intake, chose Syariah Jordan. 



After a month in UIA, got the results and upsie daisie i got Mara. Perasaan ? Taraddud between two. Leave UIA or go for it ? "Kau ingat senang ke nk buat keputusan ?" tinggalkan kwn2, dan sebenarnya tinggalkan cita2 nak jd accoutant. 



But then, after 3months here in IKIP international College, aku tak rasa menyesal (tp kdg2 ada jugak la sbb susah) but really. this is what i really want. being a Shariah Advisor selaras dgn Syariah. I do feel comfortable and i get to know a lot more ! Memang susah at first, tp boleh rasa kemanisan tu bila dah dpt adapt :)


“Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedangkan kamu tidak mengetahui.” 

(Al-Baqarah: 216)

Sesungguhnya Allah adlh Perancang yg terbaik dan yg Maha mengetahui ;)

Sweetest memories with Friends even in Hardship.

Remember abt the incidents of Hakimah and family ? I think thats the most tiring days and sweeeeeeeeeetest days. Boleh rasa tak ? Jaga diorang siang malam, dapat makanan sedap sedap heeeeee, No bukan yang tu. The sweetest thing is when we all gathered and took care of them. Walaupun sdg bersedih, tp semua ada sama2 tolong kawan ;) Heys, first time okay subuh2 dah beli kat vending machine coffee sebab sejuk sangat. Mcm ala ala korea gitu, Suweeet bukan ? :D

Jangan risau okay Gonjeng ? even if we're far apart, our hearts are still the same and its love based on Allah that will keep us together. I Love You Monkeys ;) 



Adapting in new places and environment.

Took me weeeeeks utk adapt dekat UIA tu, yelah UIA Gombak kn. Dah la besar cantik byk godaan gerai gerai baju tudung pulak tu, tp alhamdulillah 'last last' kt situ, dpt adapt. Bukan senag tau, Nangis setiap malam, call rumah sehari dalam berapa kali kn. Haha, homesick punya pasal. 

Tapi tiba tiba kena pindah.

 Ya Allah !!!!!! Masa tu rasa down sangat sebab kena adapt balik kn :(

Dekat IKIP, adapt skejap jugak la, tp nak adapt dgn bhs arab tuuuuuuuuu, iee masalah haha. Perlukan kesabaran dan daya usaha yg menggunung ! Haha, takpe, sikit sikit jadi bukit ;)

Being Homesick and how to overcome this horrible sickness.

Haha the most horrible sickness ever. It is hard for a baby like me, Kalau homesick je takleh study (tp makan tetap banyak) hihi. Pastu pegi tepi tangga ke atas katil bwh selimut nangis sedu sedu haha. Matang gila kn budak degree ni ? Heeeee :D 

But How to overcome it ? Hmm penuhkan masa biar busy, jangan bg seminit pon terlepas, nnt mesti teringat rumah hehe. Pastu call la oran di rumah tuuu sebanyak mungkin ekeke. Kalau saya, saya rindu Aliya :) So call je la dia, walaupun kdg2 dia tanak ckp dgn kite --' Palin penting, banyakkan berdoa utk family, utk diri sendiri. Baru tenang lepas tu ;)

Tapi seriously, bahaya gila penyakit ni. Jadi kena cepat biasakan diri, kalau tak habih la study tak jalaaaaaan. 



I think thats all, but there is more actually. Tp takpelah, sampai sini shj post 2012 saya. Saya ingin meminta maaf seribu kli dari hujung kepala hinggalah kuku kaki saya, Ampunkan salah silap dosa jenaka loya buruk saya. Halalkan makan minum hutang piutang saya dan lupakam kata2 atau perbuatan2 saya yg menyakitkn samada secara sedar hihi ataupun tak sedar ;)

Saya juga ingin pertolongan anda semua utk mendoakan kejayaan saya di dunia dan akhirat khususnya utk final Sem1 ni, doakan saya tenang dan senang menjawab peperiksaan nanti.

Final saya 3Jan hingga 11Jan dan kemudian BALIKKK RUMAAAAAAAH ! ;) hihi

Sekian shj, Aktafi bi hazal qadr, 
Assalamualaikum wrt;)










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